Tuesday 23 June 2015

dao for Axel

The reality and absolute concrete basis of truth... And our ability to understand it through creating its opposite for the perfect viewing platform.

Everything u were taught in your life and came to believe, all the things that moulded your very idea you have come to believe as yourself. All the things u had drummed into u and the importance of these supposed facts that were consistently backed up to u and ultimately all fed directly to u by your peers, your family, also energetically imprinted and falsified by an overly affirmed fearful and thus palatable collective unconscious and also the collective, until they became the false idea that is the entity that is yourself. These ideas and beliefs are not new and not merely spawned by those around u. They are the product of interpretation based on generations of relative concepts created by each individual u are directly and indirectly  associated with throughout the existence of the human being. False truths handed down as dogmatic stories rehashed, rewritten, and handed down over Millenia.  thus forming evey perception and all your reactions of how u falsely perceive those around you, how u have falsely built a self.
These false concepts.. False truths....
Have become the most important thing in the existence of your human form allowing u to understand.. All be it false...how to manoeuvre through your outer life and exist in a ridiculously false human manner. You now have become merely a story generated by memories of your past, and possible predictions of a Non existent future based on your relative reactions and concepts of this past. What is forgotten and never taught to u, is the very fact that that past is gone. It is merely a story now. Your story... Based on somebody else's...And that future is actually an empty and an entirely blank page that will only have content added by your actions in the present. There is only the present that exists. The rest is just an idea that is 100% infinite possibility that only u limit by your constant reaction and thus attachment to the past.
Your truth is that if u be, right now, in the present, without jumping on a story or predicting a non existent future.... Then u are free. U are perfect. And u will act purely through feeling and react perfectly to the outcome of each pure action. If this is done.. Nothing can ever be wrong. Because the intent and the action will rise from a perfectly silent and undeniable consciousness. That is your true nature. The body, mind, etc is a puppet. An actor used by consciousness to give it the perfect untruth of human madness so that it can realise itself in and from the negative (not necessarily wrong) form.... From its opposite. Only once consciousness has created it's perfect opposite, can it have its opportunity to understand itself. Without dark, how can light exist. Without unconsciousness how can consciousness know itself? That, is the purpose of life.

why?

In the beginning, there was an  feeling that the way things are... Isn't where we should be.. At least eventually. So the motivational question for a seeker is simply... Why?
Why should I look? What is in it for me?
Inherently we are the centre of our own universe... To begin with, a selfish ball of energies with a dharma, a purpose. Without this initial selfish nature, we wouldn't be compelled to fill its desire... The true desire of freedom.
The answer to why is not going to be handed to the seeker, this is the point.
To learn to trust that original stirring and follow it through the human maze, back and forth the metaphysical and physical... With unbending faith, that if these feelings are followed, utilised, learned from and owned.... Then the atman, the holy grail, will be instantly, undoubtably presented as a trophy and a token of gratitude for following the right path for your soul.. At this point before owning the true knowledge of life, the desire that also initially drove the being for freedom, must also be let go. The path least travelled by almost all beings here, but none the less... The right one.
As I have observed.. The structure is made up of leaders, followers, healers and teachers. The true teacher possesses all traits, none more important than the other, but all individually the most important when they are required.
Now u know why! The truth! That which every being u lay eyes on or not, is looking for. The answer is the same for all, yet the journey is different for all. The teacher will see and understand every individual souls particular journey although his may have involved none of the tests of the seeker. The answer is a knowing that ultimately we are one entity... A true teacher can see the path for all, because his individuality has been transcended despite appearance and often action. There is no longer an individual with a question. He will hold all. And with unbending faith in him at times of low clarity or fear clouding the  guru within, the guru without can see and guide the seeker back to himself at any point.

We all need a reason why before we will do anything
We want a story a concept and a concrete outcome
We forget to feel right now not get out of bed for a lesser valued human result
We all agree that humans in their awesomeness only use less than 10% of their brain to achieve this. And we just accept it and wonder and create a fantasy of just how amazingly unfashionable we and everything around us would be if we used the whole lot! Even 10% more! Then we let it go as a pipe dream and accept out loud our shortcoming without batting an eye.
Has anyone said how fucking ridiculous is that?! And began the path least traveled to find the keys and drop the heavily lodged belief that 10% is acceptable?! It is a miserable fail on any test u could score on. 10/100. Fuck!
and if you have been told that this idea has been disproven, and u believe that...well then u have been fooled very easily into never expanding. and will remain controlled and incomplete.

notes from the dao of me

The teacher and the answers are always right under our noses. The lessons are constantly missed because people have a preconceived idea of what or who a guru, a teacher of life's truths should look like. Or who they will be. Or when they will be.. Why can't the person next to u that is showing u blatantly what u seek, be a being who is absolutely whole, complete embodiment of the truth? Also we have some vague belief in a story of roughly how the truth is supposed to go. We need to Feel. Don't think and create ridiculous stories and believe in them! They are definitely not going to all look like an Indian holy man. I know this as absolute.